Beep!
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Ahhhhhh exams soon! Still I have my i-lab day to look forward to where I get to talk about my project for next year. I may be going mad but I think my teacher said we could play with puppets on the day, not sure how that helps but hey ho...

Am helping my friend with the local election as he's running for the lib dems, was a leaflet monkey. To be honest I'm not that politically minded, I get involved but most people seem to be more clued up than myself.

Getting my new computer Wednesday along with all my other dyslexia gear. Am really looking forward to that, also I'm getting a dictaphone. Expect me to go around saying "note to self...pocket cup" a lot :P I'm really hoping this stuff helps me with my essays, after getting the word 'nonsense'scribbled all over an essay I really don't need it again.



Oh well I'm gonna get ready for work!

Stuffage...
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So yeah an update! I'm officially dyslexic and I think dyspraxic too. It kinda explains my life really and am coming to terms that I'm...I guess mildly autistic. Murphy was really good about it and my manager didn't mind but obviously had to ask what my problems were and tried to say we have these kinda things wrong with us, I assure not everyone thinks and acts like I do I can tell you! Was my birthday recently and for first time in ages I had a party it was great. My friend Kev from up north came down and was amazed at how many people actually came. I ran in my uni's general election and this time...I won! Well they were uncontested positions and quite a few people said they voted for me so am pleased with that. I'm on the womens committee and the students with disabilities committee and have lots of ideas for when I get in if they let me! Well that's aboot it for now, shall talk to you soonish x

Jesus
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http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/sci/tech/6196225.stm

Behold...our lord and saviour!

Ewwwww
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http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/entertainment/6059592.stm

Shoot...me...now!

Things...
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Well yesterday I had staff training and it was bizzare to say the least. First we had a competition with who could run around with a tray with them the quickest...then some genius put the benny hill music on when we were running which just added to the sillyness. We spoke about how we should always be selling our products and convincing people to buy more from us then masking it all by saying it's cos we care about the customers! I also had to try and learn the dance steps to 'hey ya' which I did not enjoy...I do not dance...I mosh...kinda dance in clubs (cue Bill Hicks 'hump of hate' quote) but I do not learn dance steps at all it just isn't me. I like where I work but at times I feel like it isn't my immdiate culture at all.

Then there was more weridness...My ex said he missed me...really did not expect that from him cos I got the impression he was quite happy with the situation and the fact that we didn't see much of eachother. Today he asked when could we meet up and I began to think what would we say to eachother? The ex factor is a werid thing and well it's the feeling of I felt something that isn't there now so what has it been replaced with? Is there anger still? Indifferance? Friendship even? It's all rather confusing.

Saw my friend Paul today and we went and saw clerks 2, I really really really liked it! Made me feel all happy but obviously it isn't like the 1st one but I'm guessing Kevin Smith wasn't going for that. I did like it when they listed all of the film's myspace friends dammit there was a lot of them! Paul and I chatted about what women my age usually want from men and we both agreed many go for the 'bastard' streotype cos they either don't wanna commit like the guy or think they can change them...help the guy better himself. He also said I apparently get 'good' looks from blokes when I dress up...might have to do some kinda social experiment lol. See if I can be noticed just cos I show a little leg *sigh*

Uni starts soon and I can't wait! Spoke to my friend Dave today and he felt the same...he feels that it'll be nice to get back to reading and lectures. I might go to the school disco thing if I can find clothes for it should be a laugh to say the least. I haven't felt right having all this time myself I just wanna be busy again have some structure. Well I think I've said about enough for now.

This time last night...
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I was in work! Crazy stuff really but the people there are really nice and were really kind despite me making loads of mistakes. Today has been so quiet been thinking about stuff really. I'm very sure now I want to move away when I finish uni. I love uni, my friends and family but I just feel a fresh start somewhere else after my degree will help me a lot. Thinking like this makes me feel hopeful about the future as I feel like it's me taking control no one else...am a little fed up of depending on others I need to depend on myself a little more! There times when I feel like if I don't talk to someone I'll explode though. I've learnt that yeah we all need closed doors but not to everyone at the same time...We all need to tell someone our woes now and again and keeping them in all they do it cause more trouble. It's all part of letting go and moving on from whatever shit caused you to feel low no matter how small you think the problem is. I'm looking forward to this academic year being busy for me in every way!

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